musicislove323

You know the saying when life throws you lemons make lemonade? well, its kinda hard to make lemonade when life thinks it is a good idea to throw lemons at you from every angle possible. I'm getting hit in the face with lemons, I'm getting stabbed in the back with lemons, they're lying on the floor trying to trip me. LEMONS EVERYWHERE. Of course this is a metaphor... just wanted to clear that up. Lemons are not actually attacking me or anything. Just going to clear that up for anyone who reads this while intoxicated. You have no idea how hard it is to make lemonade when you don't even have the time to gather the lemons without being given more

so recently my brain has been functioning in a strange manor. I've been having difficulty speaking and switching parts of words around so the end is now the begining and the begining is the end. Or if I'm saying a sentence like for example the cow jumped over the moon it turns into the mow cumped jover the oon. and its frustrating... I've also been switching the order of my letters when typing. But on the bright side I've been very creative lately. Like usually I'm pretty creative but recently its my normal creativity times like 5. So while I continue to not understand my brain and not communicate effectivly I will continue to draw awesome th

I'm pretty sure music and photography are the two main things keeping me alive. Life is kinda shitty currently and really I don't know what I'd do without music and photography. I've fallen into a jazz obsession recently and along with that I've been addicted to regina spektor since june. I think jazz is just one of those genres you can pour your heart into when you sing. I love singing it. I love singing regina's stuff too. I think thats why I like her so much. She has some really fun songs and they're great for just belting out. I feel like when I'm depressed thats just what I turn to. Like in Little Black Book when Brittney Murphy is just